2008 ♥ 4:31 PM

hmm...this year, i experience alot of different stuff, n it contains lots of sad n of course happy memories. today is the last day of 2007. n it nv come again. so till tomorrow, i am going to life the way i live in 2007. i am going to treasure every mintues, every seconds in 2007. this the fisrt time i actually had such a strong impression on a new year. perharps it is because i grew up, perharps it is because i had encounter too much. till i am mentally tired...

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wat i feel... ♥ 9:51 PM

Since i came in to AHS, i met alot of new ppl n of course make alot of new friends. but the ones i treasure most r a few ppl. They r huiwen, shi jia, clara, eunice tan mei jie, charlene,alicia, mayunwei n marcus. haha. sry if i nv mention the rest of u guys. for the Np gals, i will not mention cause i wrote letters for u guys. they did alot to help me. n i really appreciate it. (:
1. HuiWen= through we noe each other for onli 1year, n the time that we start to be close was like onli half a year ago seriously, i know we r really gd friends in heart. alot of thing happen rite, n i change but i will always be there for u when u down. so will u when i am down. so i don have to worry. i remember the times n moments we had together, laughing, shouting, n of course studying. haha. piss me of till now. but nvm. next year different class le. n i feel really sad cause our marks r like a bit different ONLI!!! but we will still be best friends no matter wat. so don worry. we have to move on some days. JIAYOU n all the best. study group...don forget. HUIWEN, WAKAO!!! haha... 9, 10, 11 n half... remember? wa...u say so much...i also touch le...want cry too. how can u do this...boohoo. ): don give up k? i noe u can be fren with others too. n really close with them the. so cause u PRO rite, i noe. n i really will miss u ler. how...i scare later i she bu de...
2. ShiJia=u help me alot in relationship problems. n i am really glad i had u by my side. i wish u all the best in love life n sc life k? i will be there for u when u need me. just leave it to me to help u solve problems that i am capable of solving. the words u give me were sweet. i will nv forget. All the best. different class but still must talk to me ok? I will miss u the. ):
3. Clara=hmm...how i noe u, i kinda forget le ler. haha but wats more important is that i remember u were always there for me when i was down n moody. u to, really HElp me in my love life...n i mean seriously alot ok??? but...well, i like that time when we sms n talk. through in between got a few arguements. Glad i had u by my side. I know u can make it in watever u do. Jiayou k? Go for it. i will always be behind u.
4. Eunice=u the 1k eunice ok? my first best friend in AHS. haha. treasure the days when we face all the problems n solve them till we had lots of frens. i noe i can rely on u when i need u. me too, will be there for u. don lost your phone le K? ^^ haha. all the best in GB...will pass, will promote. Don worry, n have confident in yourself. i will be at your side to help u. so, just do your best!
5. Charlene=my best fren in LPS. even till now. i now u change alot since u together with them. but i noe deep inside your heart, u still the same old charlene that i like. during the 6.2 chalet, i wanted to talkwith others but in the end, it was u. haha. so funny. but u a really nice gal. n i know i can depend one u want i need help. so, just try your best n be back yourself. don have to worry or scare the. cause i be there for u. JIAYOu. YEAH! same class next year. haha. ^^
6.Alicia=haha...so childish...got letter still want post. now i don noe wat to write le la. all your fault sia. many thing will be in the letter n i am so NOt going to say it here. haha. i just want u to noe i am sry for all the things that i done wrong. haha. best friends rite? eyes tired no excuse ok! I ALSO WANT MY POST! okok...so this is wat u want rite alicia wee, I LOVE YOU ALICIA! as in a friend love. cause i got HIm le...haha. really la, i think u really nice just a bit loud n like hitting ppl onli. Don angry ar! haha. ^^ noe u through charlene rite, n i was complaining...haha. wonder wat u think about me that time. i noe u really sweet deep in your heart so got problems must find me. got secret must tell me. i will not say the. i promise. M thing is because everyone is making fun, so i always say. i try not to say le k? n i hope u understand me. n why i change n everything...sry n ty. JIAYOU! all the best in watever u do...
7. Ma Yun Wei= u the first guy i write ok! so u must be happy n glad i wrote u. haha. anyway, cannot remember u got help me, more of bully me. haha...kk. u not bad ok? don worry. but then, in msn, haha, u got help me n encourage me n it really makes me feel better. so just want to say a big thank you. n all that u have done for me. i really appreciate it even if i did not say. sry if i forget wat u did for me. i have stm as u noe the. haha. all the best. must do homework la. don so lazy le. new class don worry ok? still got me in 2F if u really cannot stand your class. ^^ lots of crap but when i need u, u be there. so really glad le. seriously. weh, don like think too much k? u really help me alot for a guy...
8.Marcus=i also don noe why i write u in this post...haha. but then, u the first guy i now in AHS i think. cause we were in the same OG...OG3 remember? n my first n second impression was u have super weird laughter n super flirt. don take it to heart k? cause its when i first noe u. but then after that, u not really wat u seem through your laughter still very weird. i remember me telling minle your laughter super weird then he was like forcing u to laugh but cannot. then in the end i make u laugh! haha. really funny. but then, u go 1J so don really noe u well like alicia do. n i once again forget wat class u go too...haha. STM me...tell me k? when u see this. ^^
For the rest of the ppl that is concern about me, i am sry i did not mention your name. but i can always do that if u want to noe...haha. so, for everyone, i know each n every one of us has a goal we want to reach. I WISH EVERYONE that they could REACH THEIR GOAL SOON!!! ^^

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hmm ♥ 3:30 PM

after my super touching post today, i going to make this a happy one. i am really going to turn to the old me again. but before that, i have to say this to someone. u noe hu u r. no matter wat, please respect somebody. no matter hu she or he is. as in, i noe u want be fren, but like that a bit over. n when u want to do something, think of everybody n not just yourself. its kinda selfish. n don be to over until others are like nothing, like whole thing surrounds u onli n not us together. n sometimes leave something for other ppl to do too. don take all. please bear this in mind. ok, back to my post. I am so going to do watever is ask. i am going to be back me. not going to be pai sei le. i don care. no matter wat happen. YEAH :)

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To my dearest SGt Sheena n people who is concern about me ♥ 3:14 PM

To my dearest SGt Sheena n people who is concern about me:

I am really glad i have seniors and friends like u guys. Really. And I know I change alot from the start of the year to now. I become not happy, not enthu, not sociable. I know. I really know. It become like this is because of all the events thats happen to me. Maybe you want to know, its fine with me. I can tell you. But pardon me for any not clear information. Cause till now, I still haven completely slot out my feelings n everything. Perharps to you, it means nothing, but to me, it means alot, really alot. I am sry for all the troubles i cause n for the mistakes that i did. I will improve on my good points n remove all my bad points. I know its very hard, so it takes time. Really sry. I will become the old MAndy Lee again. Not the moody one, but the cheerful one. I really wish to share all my problems, but i just don noe how to say it out. I just feel that, i am changing to a new me. It cannot be avoid, n neither do i want to avoid. Like wat jolene ng say, "A winner goes through alot of problems while a loser goes rounds a problem" I am really happy to have u guys there. Alicia, i own u one. U help me alot. N i am seriously glad n touch. U were there when i need u. SGT Sheena, u too. I am really touch today. Through i tell u nothing happen, actually, alot of things happen. I don mind sharing it with u. but i am scare i will cry. I don want to, but i cannot control my feelings. NP, u give me the strength to move on n face my troubles. I will try my best, in the shortest time, to become me again. Thanks once again, for the words n pats that u guys give me. all the best. ^^

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mostly of me pictures ♥ 10:13 PM

the card that sgt rachel taught me. quite true as i do it. believe it or not.
the trees n lightings tat i took during NP chalet. it was raining...
took it in my mum bed as super bored.
bit stupid. but the necklace the main point through...
hugging a soft toy...so like Hazel...haha. but i like it.

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Reminder... ♥ 11:07 AM

I AM NOT A ATM MACHINE. NEITHER AM I A FREE MONEY SUPPORTER! STOP ASKING ME TO 请客 OR WATEVER! I AM SICK N TIRED OF IT. WATS THE PROBLEM WITH U GUYS? I VERY RICH ISIT! JOKING N ALWAYS GIVING U GUYS MONEY GOT A LIMIT TO IT. STOP BEING SO OVER!!!

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SUPER BAD GIRL ♥ 9:44 PM

I'm a super bad girl. U n I was so happy together. But yet, because of him, i let u go. through we still gd friends, i feel theres a gap in between us. starting, i did not think so far. i just say "lets break" but never did i noe that i was making the biggest mistake. Now, i noe. i noe that wat i did was very wrong. but u no longer like me, n now, u have your new n own problems not having me inside. i rather i was inside your problem. i don want to be so far away from u. i noe i was the one that push u away. i regretted it. please, i don ask for much. i just want to start over again. is it impossible? it hurts me to see u talking about her n not me. wat should i do. let go? maybe i realli should.

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EQ!!! ♥ 10:37 AM

Your Birthdate: November 15

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

Your EQ is 160

Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence. You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it. You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people. In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.

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YEAH! ♥ 5:45 PM

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