I just cannot seem to get over you
♥ 9:45 PM
i just cannot seem to forget about you. everytime i close my eye, i will see your back, u talking n even u looking back at me blankly b4 turning back to talk. i really don feel well. i don want to like u anymore. but i just cannot seem get over it. i still want to be in dreamt world where everything is possible. but is it really time for me to forget? is it really time for me to move? i don want to. today, i once again feel the pain n stress over me. its like, i really very confused now. i don noe wat to do anymore. i still cannot overcome the problems i facing now. i wait n wait for u. ok, perhaps u don even noe at all. but i really like u. as in really really like...i want to tell u, i like u, but i cannot. i have no courage, n no faith. i scare i don like u. i scare its all because i not happy u don care about me. maybe its all just a dream. a dream that was both sweet n horrible. that i wish to forget, but deep inside my heart, its still there 4ever. till i really get over u.
not onli from u, i realise alot of ppl think i very strong very enthu very happy. i was happy. really. but i feel like crying. i don noe wat to do...as in, wat should i do to make u guys think i want to be a normal girl. a girl that everyone like. i want to be loved too. i don want to be the strong n independent girl again. i want to have a shoulder to cry on to. i want to have the soft words to encourage me too...
Jacinth
